well i am a 21 young man, ive been blazing chronic for about 4-5 years now, the last 3 years have been almost all day everyday status, and ive realized how much lazier and less motivated i become even when it comes to making music….from my music to girls to making new friends and socializing, i have become more shy and withdrawn from the social life. i know this is not who i am, im not bad looking, my mind and spirit is unique, but when it comes to the damn plant, im weak….
ive recently applied at a local 24 fitness and i go 2-3 times a week for a couple hours, but as soon as im out, i wanna get stoned. i love surfing, golfing, fishing, biking, MUSIC and doing almost ALL the good stuff….expecially stoned, which accually drops my horizon on anything….i feel like im an addict and i do know exactly what needs to be done, but that little voice always possesses my mind….i sometimes feel hopeless or its “too late” to change, although thats quite cowardly if i ask myself…
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